Val.遗忘的淚 - 請別上山

星期一, 5月 05, 2008

haha...

actualy i wanted to blog abt feelings very long le..
ppl who visit my blog will know i m a very random person.. i seldom talk abt my feelings here..
normally, my post are flooded with images.. or intor of some food, places etc entertainment ah...

lol.

actually i stop using my church name [Hazel]
since i graduated from secondary school le.. that name.. bring back bad memories ah..
i totally putted down every past things happened last time, except those ppl who stood by me for all my bad moments.
i really sincerely thanks every single one of them. and i will remember their kindness forever.

and actually my english name is [Valkyrie] now.
[Kaoru] is my just my online name, so dun think so much. i named kaoru jus for fun de, since my jap fren think it suits me..

I have this bunch of very good frens now, they are called fruits. there are 12 of them. :D
althou not every time see all of them, but i know the fruits spirit will always be there, no 1 will be left behind de... :D
such nice ppl. mixture of all different characters, patterns, talents etc... yet we can mix together so well.

i think the main reason is we really very : 爱美.

HAHAHAHAH!!!
i seriously think thats the main reason that stuck all of us together de.. all very ~~vain~~

And hubby, althou u went ns already.
but i still gotta tell u i will only love u.
so dun worry so much le..
if u think dao sick, i will be worried.
:(

Its holidays now.. haha actually holiday abt 1 week plus le...
i think i recovered from stress already.
time to wrk during the holis untill july school reopen..
i seriously hope i pass man, no, is must pass.
if not die ah.
duno do wad le.
i think i will jus smash into the walls and die lor...

then now, other than sch thing.
tml i hope i get the sata job.
if not again, i will have to wrk as retail.. wrking isnt so bad, but finding jobs is hard..
its hard to mix arnd with wrk place ppl, and ppl might not wan to hire me since i only wrk untill july..
then they will ask me alot of qns b4 they hire me like;
u can wrk only 2 mths ah?
HUH only 2 months? i need long term de.
then sch reopen can part time anot?
u have to wrk as shedule, i cant tell u when off =_=zzz

man i also need freedom de lor when wrk..
i dun wan 赚到花不到，没时间，没朋友。
haiz...
the best is if i get the sata job tml...

then sian lor.. recently cash very very low again =_= i wan moolah.. i duno where i spent all my money.
i also nvr buy dao things lor.. all is food..
if can dun eat jiu hao...

zzz........

绝对男友 is love <3~>

my new song's lyric [not dedicating to any1, so dun wu hui]

无论怎么叫我都觉得虚伪
陪伴那么久你说是受罪
从前到现在当我是谁
你这花心蝴蝶
昨夜陪你醉
唱到我心碎
你竟说我和你不配
完全忘记往日为何
能与我彻夜缠绵
和你吻吻吻吻吻
吻你吻得太逼真
让我把虚情假意
当作最真心的亲吻
怪自己来不及区分
你对我是酷爱是敷衍
我想吻吻吻吻吻
我该怎么脱身
你却说花花世界
不必当真
多么伤人
让我爱上多情的红唇

posted by 烤炉 at 1:49 上午

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